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13th-Nov-2010 01:27 am
jesushouse
right. going back to friend's only now ://
8th-Oct-2010 01:02 am
jesushouse

i can remember times when i've cried
so hard, but i feel like it was all pointless
now. 


you guys, i want to write poetry again so bad. SO BAD. alsdkfj;aosifj;e
18th-Aug-2010 07:41 pm
jesushouse
today is a bad day.  i'm so fucking worked up/stressed out, i'm making myself sick.
18th-Aug-2010 02:07 am - Everest
jesushouse

my spine is clean white
bone, like solid milk-
nourishment i know

you need. my spine
is a hollowed out tunnel
under flesh, a secret
passageway. i'd let you in

if you meant what you
said, but the words fell
like rocks from your
mouth- hard and ugly

(there are mountains in
my mind and you are
on the other side; i
keep climbing).

sometimes, i lie down
next to you and your
stomach growls at me
like a dog. i think maybe

you are hungry for me.


17th-Aug-2010 03:25 am
jesushouse

i don't sleep anymore.

drove out to mqt today to look at the apartment.  the floors were hell but he said the carpet was being replaced tomorrow.  other than that, it's an upstairs 2 bedroom on a hill.  there's lots of parking space & the apartment itself was pretty big with lots of windows & a view of the lake.  it has a washer/dryer hookup so if we could find cheap ones that would be awesome.  he didn't look so happy when i told him i wasn't working currently, but what can you do?  i really hope i find a job soon.  anyways, he didn't sound like we couldn't get it, we just have to fill out the apps & fax them back tomorrow.  we told him we needed to be moved before school starts NEXT MONDAY. so he said he would check our references, etc. quickly which is nice.  so, hopefully this works out & he calls us back tomorrow or the next day & we can start moving. 

i pick up my macbook from the school on thursday!  pretty pumped for that.  i think it even has full photoshop on it, which is crazy.  i still have to figure out where my classes are, where i can park, & how i register my vehicle so i don't get ticketed.  but, those are small things.  today, i was thinking about being back in a classroom & i got really really excited.  i can't even put it into words.  even thinking about walking around on a campus again, having a purpose again.  i feel like i'm moving in the right direction, you know?  even if it was sad to leave some things behind. 

asldkfj;asoiejaof so! i'll keep you posted on the apartment/job front. other than that, my brother came out to mqt with us today & he'd never been so it was a pretty fun day.  we climbed sugarloaf, which is always beautiful & then went & found black rocks- which is this amazing beach & my new favorite place. <3 (definitely need to take pictures there. soon. & need someone to model for me, ha.)

anyways, tomorrow i am probably going blueberry picking with some friends.  so that should be fun, & i should probably get some sleep :]
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